Note to self: Stop Expecting

(Source: thefinest-blog)

WHY HER.

He blames us for every problem that happens with him. If the DVD player isn’t working, we broke it. If the car has barely any gas, we drove the car around too much. If the food he made isn’t good enough for hisself, WE cooked ‘that shit’ .

WE’RE the problem for everything ; why the t.v isn’t turning on, why the roof is leaking, why he can’t get up, why he can’t sleep good at night, why he can’t find peace and quiet.

WE’RE not only his problems, But WE’RE the reason why everything isn’t working right, etc.


He says we don’t care for him.
He says we’ve never loved him.
He says we’re ‘fuckin’ worthless idiots’
He says we can never find a father like him.

Well, ya know? We never will. No father tells their kid they’re worthless.
No father tells their kid he never loved ‘em
NO FATHER hits their kid

But,
I bet you don’t go through this shit with your dad,

Do you?

What hurts..

Being best friends with a guy you have known for almost five years, having him tell you everyday he’s in love with you, but you don’t feel that way. Yet you complain, complain, and complain to him that all guys are the same, they only break your heart, etc. But once he’s tired of telling you so, he’s only there to listen and be there… You come to realize that one day you actually loved him all this time, you just couldn’t see it till he fell distant from you……. 3